Loathe - ...And then came sorrow

No use now to try and figure why
Just keep pushing till the feeling dies
All we shared we had to let it go
If it's better time has yet to show

Why do I feel so low
When pain is most of what you gave to me
Since you've been gone I've been trying to cope
With why I longed to be left alone
Now my hearts been torn to pieces
I guess I'm used to having you around

Don't deny I taught you all you know
Endless pain is all I've got to show

Why do I feel so low
When pain is most of what you gave to me
Since you've been gone I've been trying to cope
With why I longed to be left alone
Now my hearts been torn to pieces
I guess I'm used to having you around

Some may beg
Some may plead
But all I did
Was let you leave

Please bear with me as I shed more tears
Giving everything thru all those years
Though I miss you and my heart turned black
I'm petrified that you might come back

Why do I feel so low
When pain is most of what you gave to me
What I engraved upon your tormented heart
You will carry till the end of your days
And then sorrow will find you
And make a mess out of what you made